I'm a fat, ugly bitch who does nothing but eat.
I'm so stupid I deserve to die.
I'm so fat I want to die.
Why do I keep eating when I know it is the reason I get depressed? Then I eat because I'm depressed. Then the whole vicious cycle repeats. Fuck my life.
All I want to do is sleep, sleep until I'm almost starved and wake up, see myself finally thin, then I can die smiling.
I am not eating tomorrow, especially when it is confirmed that I have gained, and if I do eat I swear to god I will make myself bleed enoough to fucking drench myself.
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you need a major hug.
ReplyDeleteno dying! none of that talk!
peoples love you and care about you.
i wish weight disappeared that quickly too but it doesnt. just breathe and get through one day at a time. don't think about a weigh-in in a week from today. just think about perfecting yourself one day slowly.
you are beautiful i promise
♥idil
*Hugs tightly* Hang onto that resolve and avoid eating tomorrow. I'm sure you'll feel at least a little bit better for accomplishing that goal. Hang in there, sweetheart. And don't forget that you are loved.
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