Well that last post was proved wrong...stupid fat whore. I was sorta fasting and I was feeling fine then all of a sudden I felt like I was going to be sick. I was hyperventilating. So after that I figured; maybe if I eat just a little I'll feel better. So what do I do? Eat a whole plate of spaghetti! God! I'm so stupid! And now today I eat a veggie pastie. I MUST NOT EAT!!! I feel so guilty when I eat. After I ate the spaghetti I cut myself because I was bad...Bad girl! I need to do more exercise now.