Day 1 of fasting yesterday; I fail and eat.
I decide; "Ok, I'll start over tomorrow."
Again, I fail. Bodus is I felt sick all day so I hope to be able to get out of any more eating.
But anyway, I fail at fasting 2 days in a row and Dad whines at me that I'm not eating. Hello! Failed fasting twice! Which means eating like a fat ass for fuck sake.
Why oh why can't I live alone?
Just my weird ramblings on pro-ana, corsets and my general thoughts (however strange they may be)
About Me
- Dead Little Girl
- 18(in a few days), my mind is all over the place, random wierdness coming up.
Think of it as like a promise to yourself, to stay strong. You wouldn't break a promise to a friend so why would you break a promise to yourself?
ReplyDeleteAlthough I do understand what this would be like, believe me I do, please remember that it's okay to have a few small meals.. It might not make a lot of sense as food = calories, but it does actually speed up your metabolism too, and if you're eating the right foods they are really necessary to have good skin and hair, that sort of thing. so please keep that in mind.
weight loss is addicting, i understand that. please be careful though.