I thought I would gain

but I didn't! I had a bit of a binge yesterday with chips and ice cream (just thinking about it makes me cringe) and I thought I had ruined all me hard work. I even had a dream last night that when I weighed myself I was 102kg, I've never had a nightmare before, it was horrible. Anyway I went to weigh myself this morning, expecting the worst and being totally paranoid, but I had lost!! I was 59.05kg! I am so surprised right now and so happy.